Another day…

Another headache.

What’s happening around these parts: new year, new commitment to Mary Kay for Laureen. I’m happy that she’s getting her business moving, but it does mean more time for me to be the Parent In Charge. Of course, Laureen would argue that she’s the Parent In Charge all day while I’m at work… and on and on goes another round of “whose job is harder”.

Well, it’s my blog, so I get to write what I feel, right?

I’m tired right now. There’s so many areas in our lives that need changing and fixing, planning and analyzing, etc., that I just don’t know how to begin.

We need a different washer. The one we have isn’t suited for second floors, and we need to get one that is.

We need to get out of debt. This means planning and recording our budget — daily (or at least weekly) tasks.

I need to keep exercising. I can’t rest on that.

Of course, none of this addresses a key question: what do I want out of this year?

I don’t know.

I just don’t know.

I’ve spent a lot of time trying hard not to fail at things. This is not the same as succeeding. I just try not to fail, and it usually winds up costing me in terms of enjoying life.